I found this and immediately knew it was about me. I love food; I always have and probably always will. It’s my hope that someday I will have a much better relationship with food. I grew up in a house where my mother always cooked and we always had sweets around. So why do I have so many issues with sweets and actually cooking, as an adult? I enjoy to cook, but it’s not fun to cook for one. Since I’ve lived alone,(for seven years) in that time, I have probably cooked for myself about twenty times for myself. I love to eat out, it’s a simple fact, I love to eat out! Of course, when I eat out I don’t order a salad, I order something that isn’t very healthy, and I order all the courses. I have gotten better with ordering drinks, I now just get water. Baby steps, baby steps. I’m not going to dinner this weekend. But I am going to attend two holiday parties. So here’s to baby steps.
Eating today…Not good at all, nor did I make it to bootcamp. And of course, I’m now afraid that I’ll get yelled out by the trainer for not going tonight! Sorry… I’m busy, but with saying that, I know that I need to make time for myself and this diet. I will eat better tomorrow and this weekend, life is too short to go through it unhappy and fat!